| Madhya-lila | Chapter 2: The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu |
Bhaktivedanta VedaBase: Sri Caitanya Caritamrta Madhya 2.20
sakhi he, na bujhiye vidhira vidhana
sukha lagi' kailun prita, haila duhkha viparita,
SYNONYMS
sakhi he -- (My dear) friend; na bujhiye -- I do not understand; vidhira -- of the Creator; vidhana -- the regulation; sukha lagi' -- for happiness; kailun -- I did; prita -- love; haila -- it became; duhkha -- unhappiness; viparita -- the opposite; ebe -- now; yaya -- going; na -- does not; rahe -- remain; parana -- life.
TRANSLATION
[Srimati Radharani continued lamenting about the consequences of loving Krsna:] "My dear friend, I do not understand the regulative principles given by the Creator. I loved Krsna for happiness, but the result was just the opposite. I am now in an ocean of distress. It must be that now I am going to die, for My vital force no longer remains. This is My state of mind.
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